Out on the town !
why do i crave abuse now? pull my hair!! slap me in the face!! tell me i’m stupid!! it’s all i know!!
me while living at my parent’s house: its not that bad its not that bad
me after running away: I have no idea how I survived a second of that it was fucking horrible
*apologizes for being distant* *apologizes for being affectionate*
*apologizes in general*
*apologizes for apologizing*
Abused kid things #25
Are you a silent car ride abused kid or a frantically trying to fill the silence with small talk abused kid?
Abused kid thing #33
Things that make us panic:
Knocks on doors
Loud voices
Cars pulling into the driveway
Loud footsteps
Crying
Feel free to add more
a passive-aggressive sounding/flat-toned “okay” or “fine” or “alright”
people touching my phone/diary
good morning to BOTTOMS only… tops mind your own business
Yo I’m curious what’s your star sign and your favourite term of endearment
just ptsd things: when you flinch/get scared super easily and people think it’s funny. like…no…sharon. i have ptsd
far too young to die // panic! at the disco

